Tough Day
Well another tough day in the life of me!
Dearest darling Drew is off school with the worst cold she has had in a long time, she is all curled up on the sofa with cosy blankets, her snowy bear and her pillow, she has two huge black eyes and a runny nose and when she coughs you would think there was a dog in the house!! Yet she is still smiling and being as cute as a bug as usual - this child is just heaven she really is ... I adore her totally and she is being so good while feeling so miserable... why does my child have to suffer like this - she is sipping a cup of green tea with strawberry and echinacea in it and loving it - my poor little bug she really is suffering. Hugs aplenty for her today!!
I had to have Graham come home from work today as I had an appointment at the nut doctors at the hospital today - new doc - oh goody - wow this was a shock - she took me through to the tiniest room i think i have ever been in - probed me about my life from the day i was born - made me talk about the worst things that have happened to me - made me cry so hard - all the while this woman is sitting in a huge comfy chair (whilst i sat in a hardbacked plastic chair!) yawning her brains out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG this is a professional phyciatrist - head of her department - and she is sitting yawning!! Oh boy do I feel good about myself now!!!!!
After all her probing into every single tiny piece of my life and me crying buckets - she tells me that she is going to refer me to a nurse for counselling and some kind of therapy to do with rapid eye movement - change my tablets - again!! - and then bye.
I stumbled out of her horrible room with tears streaming down my face totally stunned as to what I was to do next - was I to go home - was I to wait for another appointment - was I to make an appointment with the nurse myself??? Hope you know cause I still don't!! I went to reception and the lovely receptionist told me to go home and wait either for a phone call or a letter to tell me what to do next. I am totally gobsmacked beyond belief and feeling like someone has pulled a blackout blind down on me!!
Dad has been in hospital today for tests to see if he is suitable for keyhole surgery on his bad knees - he has now been told that the surgery is pointless because it is different to what they thought it was and now he has to wait until they can give him new knees - BUT (there is always a but ain't there) he is too young to get new knees!! So there you go dad just live in agony until they decide that you are old enough to get treatment.
This day cannot get any worse can it????
Yet I sit here with my green tea with a stoopid smile on my face - Can someone tell me why??
H x
Dearest darling Drew is off school with the worst cold she has had in a long time, she is all curled up on the sofa with cosy blankets, her snowy bear and her pillow, she has two huge black eyes and a runny nose and when she coughs you would think there was a dog in the house!! Yet she is still smiling and being as cute as a bug as usual - this child is just heaven she really is ... I adore her totally and she is being so good while feeling so miserable... why does my child have to suffer like this - she is sipping a cup of green tea with strawberry and echinacea in it and loving it - my poor little bug she really is suffering. Hugs aplenty for her today!!
I had to have Graham come home from work today as I had an appointment at the nut doctors at the hospital today - new doc - oh goody - wow this was a shock - she took me through to the tiniest room i think i have ever been in - probed me about my life from the day i was born - made me talk about the worst things that have happened to me - made me cry so hard - all the while this woman is sitting in a huge comfy chair (whilst i sat in a hardbacked plastic chair!) yawning her brains out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG this is a professional phyciatrist - head of her department - and she is sitting yawning!! Oh boy do I feel good about myself now!!!!!
After all her probing into every single tiny piece of my life and me crying buckets - she tells me that she is going to refer me to a nurse for counselling and some kind of therapy to do with rapid eye movement - change my tablets - again!! - and then bye.
I stumbled out of her horrible room with tears streaming down my face totally stunned as to what I was to do next - was I to go home - was I to wait for another appointment - was I to make an appointment with the nurse myself??? Hope you know cause I still don't!! I went to reception and the lovely receptionist told me to go home and wait either for a phone call or a letter to tell me what to do next. I am totally gobsmacked beyond belief and feeling like someone has pulled a blackout blind down on me!!
Dad has been in hospital today for tests to see if he is suitable for keyhole surgery on his bad knees - he has now been told that the surgery is pointless because it is different to what they thought it was and now he has to wait until they can give him new knees - BUT (there is always a but ain't there) he is too young to get new knees!! So there you go dad just live in agony until they decide that you are old enough to get treatment.
This day cannot get any worse can it????
Yet I sit here with my green tea with a stoopid smile on my face - Can someone tell me why??
H x
2 comments:
Hiya Heather lovely, so sorry to read that you had such an awful time at your appointment. I really wish I could help you. Hope your daughter feels better soon. Love Beth XX
That smile is for your darling Drew and is one only a mother can understand. Hope things even out for you soon, hun. Stay strong, you CAN do it. xxx
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